Another year has passed on the solar calendar. On this lovely Saturday morning, I am lounging lazily on my heated floor mat, sipping my coffee and reflecting on the year gone by. In February, I packed a few suitcases and flew across the world to teach a bunch of Korean kids who might have actually thought I knew what I was doing. I did try to come sans expectations; still, I could’ve never imagined what this year would be.
Starting a new job is intense as it is; starting a new life in a foreign country is next-level. I can say with confidence that I’ve never been this challenged in my entire life. Looking back at my journal entries from around the time I arrived, I was asking myself questions like, “uh, what did I do?” “why am I here?” and “the most ridiculous thing happened to me today…”
I did NOT think I’d be remotely interested in sticking around for a second year, yet two days ago I signed another year of my life off to this country. Why did I decide to stay? Basically, I put in a lot of hard work this year. When I first started, I had absolutely no idea what I was doing. I was working all day at school, then going home and trying to make my lessons better all night. This is partially because I struggle with an unobtainable desire for perfection and a bit of performance anxiety (I wanted my lessons to be super great all the time and for all my students to love them–ha), and partially because I just had no clue how to be a teacher. For a few months, all I did was drink coffee and lesson plan (and sadly, most of my lessons still sucked). I’ve heard rumors of some elementary school native teachers in Korea having very little work, but this couldn’t have been farther from my reality.
At this point, I know what works for my students and I have a whole stockpile of back-up games and lessons in case things fall apart. Basically, most days now I actually feel like I (kind of) know what I’m doing, and I’ve almost totally given up on trying to please everyone with my lessons. I rarely bring work home now.
Anyway, I worked hard to get to this point, and all my lesson-planning work for next year is essentially finished. Apart from minor tweaking, I just have to show up and teach!
My other reason for staying another year in Korea is my life here. I genuinely like Korea. I’m happy with my lifestyle and I also don’t want to go back to paying rent and car insurance (ha). Though friends come and go in the foreign community, I’ve made some really close friends and there’s always someone to enjoy my time with. Also, Korea is a naturally beautiful country, and I have many more mountains to climb before I leave. Also, makgeolli.
In the spirit of New Year’s Eve, here are my 2017 goals.
- Hike 3 Korean mountains.
- Intensify my Korean language studying. Finish through TTMIK Level 3.
- Yoga Revolution! And a continued exploration of yoga throughout the year.
- Visit 3 new countries. (I’ll start with Hong Kong in January!)
- Blog once a month, rather than sporadically as I have been.
- Stick to my new budget and pay off my last student loan.
- Choose to be happy and light in the everyday madness.
What are your goals? I’m curious. If you don’t have any physical goals in mind, I would encourage you to try yoga with me in January (click the link above). It’s free and in your home and it will make you feel like a new, refreshed human being. It doesn’t matter how old or young, or in or out of shape you are. If you can breathe, yoga will improve your life if you let it. (Basically, I’m a walking infomercial for Yoga with Adriene, just ask my friends. I’ll stop now, though).
Lots and lots and lots of love~~~